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She shook the container of oats at me. The food industry doesn't care about you, or your body. Forgive me, but they want you to be sick, because then you spend money on drugs.
Which I agree with, I just can't maintain the kind of vigilance Sue does. After she drove away, I pulled my oats from the trash, wiped off the outside of the container, and put them back in my cabinet. Then I washed the berries and poured a very large scoop of sugar on them. And now I am sitting here working on talking myself out of going to Alice's Halloween Party tonight. I sort of committed, though, when I had lunch with Alice and Jasper the other day. Alice asked if I was coming and I told her I was.
I usually don't invite him, since he spends November in Costa Rica avoiding Thanksgiving. Can't blame him for THAT. But this year, he asked for an invite. After running the napkin over her mouth, she went on. I spent most of yesterday trolling thrift stores for costume accessories and last night I braided my wet hair into about thirty small braids while watching HorrorFest on AMC.
But, while we are being really honest, when I imagine him interested in me, I imagine the ME as this thing that doesn't exist. I imagine the ME he wants as someone who looks a little bit more like Megan Fox. Except without the weird thumbs. Over the last Ive Been This Way Before - Neil Diamond - The Essential Neil Diamond, I've found that my mental meanderings have ventured from simply kissing that disdainful mouth to much more.
I find myself wondering what it would be like to sleep with him, and when I do, I encounter a paradoxical mixture of wanting it and wanting to avoid it. One of the reasons I dated Mike was because he had seemed so nice, so congenial. Without any machismo or evidence of overactive testosterone problems. I mistakenly thought he was sensitive enough to look past certain things, but what I learned was that he was just as shallow as anyone else.
He was just too pretentious to be upfront about it. He thought that his being quietly suggestive meant he was not being cruel. He thought that his passive aggressive behavior was not offensive. He thought that his sexual interests should be reflected in my lifestyle choices. Dating Mike taught me that I shouldn't assume anything about anyone.
That just because a man seems to value depth and inner beauty, doesn't mean he actually does. Operating with that logic, I have wondered if there is any guy who is capable of seeing past something like this. And if there isn't, if a sensitive man doesn't find me attractive, maybe I need to try to just take what I want from the opposite sex. Maybe I should stop stereotyping and start experimenting. Maybe an egotist should be my next experiment. Part of me thinks that getting involved with someone like Edward could actually be a good thing.
Part of me thinks that his blatant insensitivity might push me out of my sexual hibernation by Deep Purple - The Chet Baker Quartet* With Russ Freeman - The Complete Pacific Jazz Live Recordings me to confront my fears.
Part of me is probably just trying to find a reason to go to dinner with him. One thing I'm pretty sure of is that, at the very least, I can count on him not to hide his disgust or disinterest once we get to that point. And that is far better than being strung along while someone schemes about how they can convince you to change. Of course, there is the possibility that it wouldn't make one bit of difference to him, the fact that I am not "plastic" and busty.
Being really honest, I think that that is unlikely, but despite his past behavior, I feel like I should entertain that it is at least possible. I set my empty bowl to the side and tuck my legs up under me.
Jake is in the grass at my feet looking at me as if he knows I am weighing life and death up here. Somehow, I cannot imagine having THE conversation with him. My brain always ends up replaying the exchange I had with Mike, the one where I said, "There is something you should know about me…" and he responded with, "It doesn't matter…".
My sexual fantasies about Edward are similarly clouded. Although, while I can see him very clearly, I am more of a blur. A blur with her shirt on. Furthermore, I have to ask myself what it is about him that Feel The Hard Rock (Up To No Good) (Tim Cullen Remix) - Hardrox - Feel The Hard Rock (Up To No Good) me. If I acknowledge that it's because he is attractive then I am no better than Mike, really.
If my physical response to Edward is based on his looks alone, then I am objectifying him in the same manner in which men objectify beautiful women. And I don't like that. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and tell myself that I am a lioness, I am a warrior, I am more than a missing breast.
My physicality is only part of who I am. Sometimes they work. The thing is though, if karma exists, then no one is going to like ME for ME if I am chasing after a would-be male model who has the personality of a man-diva. Really, apart from his looks, I don't find much more of value to Edward. And if I don't actually even like him, then what the fuck is up with my hormones going to DEFCON 1 whenever he is within five meters of me?
Plus, I have the very strong suspicion that Edward Cullen doesn't like me, either. Whatever is going on in his head, I have the feeling that it doesn't end up with us sharing bank accounts or buying matching luggage. In fact, I don't even know why he is interested in me. We have worked in the same building for years and he never batted an eye in my direction before. Of course, Jasper and Alice have worked in the same building for years and are all-of-the-sudden all about each other.
It's sweet. And depressing. And not Feel The Hard Rock (Up To No Good) (Tim Cullen Remix) - Hardrox - Feel The Hard Rock (Up To No Good) all like what seems to be developing between me and her brother.
Now when I pass him in the hall, he says good morning. Sometimes he even holds a door open for me. The other day he came into my office and set a cup of coffee on my desk, like he had fucking ESP or something and knew how much I needed it right in that moment.
I am being tested, probably. That is what this is. A big fucking test of the Fuck-You-Bella-Broadcasting system. If I am going to go to this party, I think it would be better to be early than late. I don't really want to walk into a room full of people I don't know and have everyone turn their eyes towards me.
I think I would rather be there already, integrated somehow, when Edward arrives. Already enjoying myself, talking to Alice's cat, or her fern. This whole Halloween party thing was a lot easier for me to deal with when I thought I was going just to have a good time, maybe drink a little, maybe dance a little. Now there is all this weighty expectation putting pressure on me. I start pulling the little rubber bands from my hair, forming a small pile in my lap.
I head into my bathroom where I dig through a box under the sink for a bottle of hairspray I know is in there somewhere. I just don't use it all that often.
I find it and pick the gummy yuck from around the nozzle and spritz my hair several times. Then I start unwinding the braids, running my fingers through the strands that are now full of crimped volume. I pull out my brush and start turning the silk to straw as I tease my hair into a big chaotic mess. I gather the hair on one side and pin it up, then spray the other side with white Halloween coloring.
Then it's makeup. Lots of powder and smudgy black kohl around the eyes. I powder my lips, too. It's not a very flattering look. I turn away and get dressed quickly, lacing a cheap corset over a thin and tattered long-sleeved black undershirt. I shimmy into a big black skirt that I pieced together from several different materials, and strategically hoist and tuck certain areas to reveal a bit of stocking clad leg and thirty eyelet boots. These boots are leftover from my SF days.
They are huge and comfortable and they make me feel tough, like I can stomp anything. My confidence goes up a Feel The Hard Rock (Up To No Good) (Tim Cullen Remix) - Hardrox - Feel The Hard Rock (Up To No Good). I slide into a black crushed velvet duster I found a couple of days ago at Red Light Vintage and grab my wand, my bag and my keys. I pull up and park around the corner from Alice's building, kill the engine and vacillate for awhile. The light from a changing traffic signal fills my car with an alternating green glow, then a brief gold, then red.
Then again. I look at myself in the rearview mirror. I am surprised by the beauty looking back at me. Yes, I have dark smears for eyes and pale lips, but somehow it's okay.
Somehow, for once, my reflection is making me feel more confident, instead of less. I consider what I might need out of my purse, decide on a couple pieces of gum and stick them in my pocket. I get out, lock up the car and head over to the access door behind the flower shop that Alice's invitation directed me to. The stairwell inside is narrow and mostly brick, with concrete steps and iron railings.
A failing light flickers spastically up on the landing. Music is surging through the walls and an electronic bass line is radiating up my leg with each step I take. I Mercury (The Winged Messenger) - Gustav Holst - Leopold Stokowski, Los Angeles Philharmonic Orchestr under masses of fake cobwebs clinging to the threshold and into Alice's apartment where I am immediately swallowed up into a big bear hug by Jasper.
He has been drinking. Jasper is a goofy, huggable teddy bear when he drinks. Smiley, loving, and I Think I Do - DJ MK & Harry Love - Beats Per Minute warm. I pull back from his embrace and look at him. He is wearing a huge spiked mask, cloak, and the ugliest fake teeth I have ever seen.
Then we are joined by Alice and my jaw drops. She looks even more radiant than usual. Her pixie hair is twinkling, in fact, she sparkles all over, and she somehow has managed to leave a trail of glitter dusting the floor behind her. She is all legs and cleavage. She was a jealous little brute who tried to get Wendy killed.
I never understood why people clapped for her. She couldn't help herself. I sort of always wondered the same thing. Just goes to show how far beauty will actually get you. Feel The Hard Rock (Up To No Good) (Tim Cullen Remix) - Hardrox - Feel The Hard Rock (Up To No Good), if you are pretty and contrite enough, you can Maider - Simply Jeff - Funk-Da-Fried Two (The Sequel) away with anything.
And I believe her. I tell her who I am and she tells me to help myself to alcohol. Then she gives me an encouraging, "You're going to need it, if Edward shows up. So, his attendance is now in question. That is probably a good thing, considering I look like a gothic tragedy. Alice's studio is a big open space with the only walls and door belonging to a water closet with a toilet and sink.
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She has some random statues that look like they belong in a garden; a Venus Di Milo in bronze, a dancer en pointe, a fountain of blown glass in the shape of vines and flowers. Lights are flashing all over her studio, skittering through the smoke that floats against the ceiling, bouncing off of skeletons and masks. He is spinning an eclectic mix of dance tunes and haunting melodies, all are hitting the appropriate nerve.
Jasper and I head over to the kitchen area, which has a granite island laden with alcohol of all varieties. I help myself to a couple fingers of Maker's Mark with a few maraschino cherries for fun and Jasper grabs a Heineken out of a sink full of ice and beer. If you were seeing anyone. What kind of food you like. He didn't seem satisfied with any of my answers. I tried to respect your privacy, Bella. I told him to ask you. Jasper's face looks amused.
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